everything
goes from raspberry red
to deep
down under
indigo blue
this
immense roller coaster continuously
straining
my breath and simultaneously
forcing the
air out of my lungs in shouts
into the
void
(is this
void devoid of your voice
or can I listen
to you in my dreams?)
I hadn't felt
so safe for so long
I’d forgotten
how it felt
to believe
in the arms put around me
I forget
how we fell into place
and I
wonder if we could ever fall out
once
more strangers
(is there
somewhere outside
of this
world where we can stop
on our
journey to nowhere anywhere?)
I feel
scared
and this is
what I was afraid of
how can I love
without fear?
